Khloé Kardashian Snaps at Lamar Odom Throughout Tense & Awkward Dialog About His Overdose

After Khloé reached out to her ex to see if he needed to select up a few of his belongings she’d held onto, the pair met up at Malika Haqq’s residence and reminisced on their marriage, his drug use, overdose and why she kicked him out of her home after being by his facet all through his restoration.

“I really like you for making an attempt your hardest with me. Love, I do not suppose it’s going to ever go away, I do know it will not. I am a really non secular individual. You marry any individual, you get married in entrance of God,” he stated, expressing remorse for his conduct after they stated “I do.” In response, Khloé advised him, “I do not suppose you make that dedication if you cannot honor it. That is on you.”

In a confessional, she stated she advised him “loads of occasions” what he could be dropping if he did not form up, including, “I did not simply let go, belief me … you do not all the time get second possibilities and you’ll’t maintain doing f–ked up s–t and anticipate folks to remain round.”

As he advised her he had lots to be sorry for, particularly when it got here to his drug use, she puzzled what made him cease. He stated he needed to be round for his kids, in addition to wanting their respect, earlier than sharing that he wished issues between him and Khloé weren’t “so tense.”

“I suppose in due time, in case you give me the chance, you may see how real and a modified man [I am]. And I am most likely cool sufficient to be your buddy,” he advised her. “As I get older and begin to understand what I might need affected due to that, [it’s] hurtful.”

The 2 then determined to name Kris Jenner up over FaceTime, a transfer which actually shocked the momager — as Lamar advised her, “I am so a lot better now, now I am with the love of my life over right here. Praying her to forgive me and all this different s–t.” He additionally known as Khloé “the most effective spouse ever,” earlier than referring to Kris as “mother.”

In a confessional, Kris broke into tears, praising her daughter for having “the energy” to fulfill with Lamar, in addition to Odom for exhibiting up.

“That needed to be exhausting for him to stroll in. I really feel lots of forgiveness for him and clearly love him and felt unhealthy that he had this habit that he could not management,” Jenner added. “And I used to be devastated for my baby who– that was the love of her life and she or he thought that was her fortunately after and it did not work out that method for them. It is lots. It is lots to wrap my head round.”

After the decision, Lamar additionally received choked up over how a lot Kris cares for her daughters — telling his ex, “It jogs my memory, in case you received a mom that helps you, how robust that s–t is.”

He then advised Kardashian she regarded good, as Khloé remarked that the entire assembly “has been very awkward” to this point. Odom made it much more uncomfortable by telling her, “Although I’d have liked so that you can put in me in a dip and put your tongue down my throat, to interrupt the ice, I used to be kinda anticipating awkward somewhat bit.”

She then identified that they have not been married for 10 years, including that they ended issues “on the worst of phrases” potential. Khloé then advised him cease regularly referring to her as “babe,” saying, “It does not play with me … final time I noticed you, you could not converse.”

When Malika — who was witness for a number of the dialog — stated that was a “harsh” remark,  Kardashian then pushed again exhausting.

“It isn’t harsh, it is the reality. The reality f–king hurts. It hurts one time. A lie hurts 7,000 occasions. But when I inform you the reality one time, which you could’t name me that since you could not converse, whose fault is that?” she requested. “His fault he could not converse as a result of he determined to do naughty issues someplace he should not have finished it. His fault. Not my fault.”

That is when Lamar denied he did cocaine earlier than his overdose at a Las Vegas brothel, one thing he has maintained in interviews because it occurred, implying he was drugged. That narrative, nonetheless, is one thing Khloé clearly does not imagine.

“You haven’t any thought what occurred that day. Thank god. However I do. Do not speak about if in case you’re not going to be sincere,” she advised him, getting heated.

“I used to be there when your father stated pull the plug so he may be in your life insurance coverage. I used to be there. So was Kim, so was my mother. I used to be there if you had 6 coronary heart assaults, 12 strokes,” she advised him. “We transferred you from Vegas to Cedars, I used to be there for all of it, I used to be there for you for 4 months. I received staph an infection as a result of I lived in a hospital.”

Beforehand-unseen residence video confirmed her with Lamar within the hospital, as she confirmed him a photograph of him along with his youngsters, asking whether or not he knew who they had been.

“Do you keep in mind why … have you ever by no means thought why did we cease speaking utterly?” she then requested Lamar, as he advised her, “as a result of how I did medicine after that.”

“Why on earth would somebody … you possibly can’t speak, I needed to educate you scorching from chilly, diapers, how you can stroll, all that,” Khloé continued. “You had sufficient consciousness to get a burner telephone to name a drug vendor to get what you wanted to get, to ship safety away, to do what you wanted to do for me to seek out out and for me to punch you within the face. I punched you within the face and shattered every little thing in that home.”

That, he stated he did not even keep in mind taking place.

And with that, Khloé awkwardly wrapped up the already-awkward dialog by saying she needed to go decide up her youngsters. The pair hugged goodbye, earlier than he stated in a confessional that he felt like “100 kilos” had been lifted off his shoulders. “Hopefully I can proceed to get to know her somewhat extra,” he added.

In her personal confessional, Khloé stated the dialog made her understand how “pessimistic” she is now, in distinction to how “naive and trusting” she was when she was married to Lamar. “I’ll by no means get that again, however perhaps that is okay. Do I believe I wanted to undergo all this bulls–t? No. Hopefully, I am tapped out,” she added.

“As we speak was lots, to say the least. I do know that I really feel relieved, I really feel pleased with myself,” Khloé then concluded. “I really feel like that is a part of my shedding course of whereas I am getting ready to get into my fourth decade of life.”

Later within the hour, Khloé crammed in each Kris and sister Kim Kardashian on her sit-down with Lamar — prompting Kim to joke, “Ought to I name Kris Humphries?”

“It was actually unhappy. It is bizarre. I really feel like some moments I type of blacked out. Like I am in autopilot. I do not actually understand how I stated bye,” Khloé recalled, earlier than admitting in a confessional she was “so anxious internally” and “uncomfortable” all through the “overwhelming” assembly.

“He was mumbling like a motherf–ker. I’m going, what are you nervous about?” she shared, relaying how Lamar got here in with flowers, champagne and a cake, one thing all of them thought was “very candy.” That response, nonetheless, made Kim understand they all the time “really feel unhealthy for folks” they most likely should not.

“Like, this man cheated on you. Why am I like, ‘Oh my god, he purchased you a cake?’ Why are we like this? We have to go have a bunch remedy session,” she joked, as Khloe stated that whereas she feels unhealthy for Lamar and is rooting for him, she’s “not going to be with the man” sooner or later.

“We received into somewhat forwards and backwards when he was like, ‘I wasn’t on any medicine.’ I simply cannot with that story,” Khloé then advised them. “I am like, you are dedicated, do what you gotta do to be ok with it. I used to be like, I used to be on the hospital, I do know what was in your blood. Are you kidding me? He does not keep in mind how lengthy he was there.”

Kim then recalled how Khloé introduced Lamar down to fulfill Saint when she gave delivery, as they had been each in the identical hospital on the identical time.

“What I went via with Lamar was so f–ked up in such a unique method, it took away my innocence. Possibly that is what occurs if you get married in 9 days,” she stated, admitting they most likely did get married “method too shortly.”

“But when somebody requested if I’d change something, I would not change a factor. If it wasn’t for medicine, I do know we might nonetheless be married ’til right now,” she then advised her mother and sister. “I haven’t got a query about that. I do know I picked the correct individual at the moment. No one knew he was on medicine till it was at the least a 12 months in. That is what was so terrifying.”

Trying forward, she stated she does not suppose she’ll ever actually enable herself to “have my guards down” round Odom, contemplating all she went via with him, and wasn’t positive “what to do” with him saying he’d like for them to be associates.

“He would achieve a lot extra out of that friendship than I’d achieve. He does not add something to my life. It could be such a one-way friendship. I am too drained,” she stated. “That is additionally an enormous cause why I am not leaping into courting. I need to be certain I am in a stable, blissful place in my life … and I am not lonely, determined to fulfill somebody.”

The dialog ended with Kim assuring her she has “an excellent one coming” her method.

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